Is it wrong that I want to die?

I can't say that it is ok for you to want to die but yet at the same time the pain and suffering you don't want to go through will only make you be able to tell the way you over came the problem in the first place. Being able to say that you didn't want to give up even though you might have gotten the urge to will be better in the end. The only thing you can do is not worry about the pain and just continue to live your life because it is not over yet!!!!