Am i able to go out with a nerd this saturday?

This is a nerd that i have known till 6th grade and i have now wanted to date him... and he drew me a y picture. and i donnot know what i can say on this date saturday afternoon... and i know this is weird but i want to have kids with him. and i am like the preppy one. and frick, i love him and i totally forgot about my ex-boyfriend William, he is the one that broke up with me. and i don't know what to say, what to do with him. not only that i just want to peak at what he looks like and i want to know if someone knows how i feel???!!!!???!!! and i would really appreciate that...